who am i???

Now at 3.03pm in the afternoon...a windy weather..going to rain soon..listening to the soft thunder from quite a distance...just have a sudden feeling to post something....aikz.....still got one week more to settle all my assignments and presentation then my final...i am free for two months holiday...hurray...!!!! but is quite boring...

If i am not mistaken, last week i read my friend's blog saying that..she is changing and trying to be the perfect one in the person's heart whom she care most... suddenly i just wonder....by now...i still din get the answer.....which is......who am i in all of my friends' and family's heart...? i dunno whether i can be the below 50%,? above 50%? or above 80%....?

i know i definitely wont be the best...but i try to be at least at the above 50% level....although i did ask some of my friends what do they feel about me... they din really answer this ques which i am so curious to get the exact answer...

i think both boys and girls friends will definitely giv different answer cuz boys and girls perception are very different....since i was born till now i am almost 19....i alwis try to be optimistic to everything in my life... i always think that...no matter how difficult a situation is...there must be a sollution...is just depends whether do we willing to put in effort to search for it...many ppl intend to blame others to make themselves feel better.. will it last for long? ppl who like to blame others is just they wan to avoid from being responsible to what is happening.....

aikz...past few days...i had a weird dream....dreaming that the person got a gf.....which i feel very real.....my heart can really feel...but is kinda weird feeling.... until today..i still remember the dream...oh my god...should forget it asap....if not it will keeps on ruining my mind...

during this year...i have went through a several quarrel with my close friends....i just wondering how come i can quarrel with my best friends? aikz..sad...anyway...was a past story.....i just want to know...who am i?? in your heart......................