who am i???

Now at 3.03pm in the afternoon...a windy weather..going to rain soon..listening to the soft thunder from quite a distance...just have a sudden feeling to post something....aikz.....still got one week more to settle all my assignments and presentation then my final...i am free for two months holiday...hurray...!!!! but is quite boring...

If i am not mistaken, last week i read my friend's blog saying that..she is changing and trying to be the perfect one in the person's heart whom she care most... suddenly i just wonder....by now...i still din get the answer.....which is......who am i in all of my friends' and family's heart...? i dunno whether i can be the below 50%,? above 50%? or above 80%....?

i know i definitely wont be the best...but i try to be at least at the above 50% level....although i did ask some of my friends what do they feel about me... they din really answer this ques which i am so curious to get the exact answer...

i think both boys and girls friends will definitely giv different answer cuz boys and girls perception are very different....since i was born till now i am almost 19....i alwis try to be optimistic to everything in my life... i always think that...no matter how difficult a situation is...there must be a sollution...is just depends whether do we willing to put in effort to search for it...many ppl intend to blame others to make themselves feel better.. will it last for long? ppl who like to blame others is just they wan to avoid from being responsible to what is happening.....

aikz...past few days...i had a weird dream....dreaming that the person got a gf.....which i feel very real.....my heart can really feel...but is kinda weird feeling.... until today..i still remember the dream...oh my god...should forget it asap....if not it will keeps on ruining my mind...

during this year...i have went through a several quarrel with my close friends....i just wondering how come i can quarrel with my best friends? aikz..sad...anyway...was a past story.....i just want to know...who am i?? in your heart......................

Importance of English..

Letter from Ah Beng to Ah Lian.....
there is some mistake over there...just try to count the wrong words....i think the wrong words is difficult enough for us to understand the letter.....hehe...Let's see.....

Dear Ah Lian

Thanks you for your letter. Wrong time no see you. How everything? For me, I am quiet find. You say in your letter your taukeh soh want you to chain your look? Somemore you must wear kick kok soo, hope you can wok properly.

You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where company now. Last week, he take I, Muthu & few of his friend to May Nonut to eat barger. After that he take we all go to kalah ok. Muthu sing and sing no stop until the sky bright.

Next week, my father mother going to sellerbread 20 years annie wear sari. My father mother going to give a fist to all the kampong people. So you must come with your hole family.
I only hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you and to me. Better I e-meow you, you e-meow me. I will ketchup with you soon. And when you got time, please few free to call me. Goo Bye...........

Worm regard,
Ah Beng


I get this from an email too...so...after u read this...dun u think that...english is very important??!!!

how to be a filial child??

I was wondering actually how a person be a 100% filial child...? anything that she/he needs to do? to say? in every parents heart...the most precious thing is their children...but will they know that...actually in their childrens' heart they are also the precious thing in their life... it is difficult to stay under one roof moreover in the same family...y do parents like to compare their children with others children? i really hate that so much...yea..i agree that others child studies is much more greater than mine..but so what...isit education can show that they r a filial child? actualy what is in their mind? one more thing is...they oftenly remind us..that they love us very much...and we should be glad that we have them cuz..some of the ppl is even worst..i really agreed with wat they say..but they need not to mention it so often..who loves me & who doesn't..i know it very clearly....there is one time that i really cant stand it that i giv them an answer...." then dun u know that ur children is much more filial compare to others child.." then my mama answered...."yes, i agreed...i know it..." So wat is the point for u to mention it that u r the best parents..i know...n both of u are definiely take a important place in my heart...i luv both of u...really...and i know that both of u love me too...
That's y i alwis agree that...action speak louder than words....this is really true...and i really dun like ppl who alwis done something for me..and alwis remind me... for whom who really understand me..they would not think that...i m a forgetful person and pretend that i dunno wat had happened...moreover they are my parents... to be a filial child...not neccessary must 100% listen to parents cuz parents are not 100% right.... parents is to guide us...not to instruct us... i know...althought there is something happen in these two years.... but i already told both of u that..i wont be the same person as he is... y u still wan to compare me with my brother...? oh god!! dun u think this is a bit unfair to me? i definitely different with my brother...i know it..although i cant 100% promise u that i wont change one day....but as the ONE DAY has never comes... i think it is too earlier for u to judge ur daughter... i am trying my best to be ur good n filial daughter as i can... I LOVE U....MOM & DAD...!!!!!

10 Secrets for fulfilling relationships!

I read this from an email....is definitely not my writing... is written by someone...but i think quite true.....

1st Secret

The Power of THOUGHT
Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires.

2nd Secret

The Power of GIVING
If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship, ask not what the other person will be able to give you, but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.

3rd Secret

The Power of RESPECT
You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about them?"

4th Secret

The Power of FRIENDSHIP
To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other's eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grom.

5th Secret

The Power of LETTING GO
If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me- today is the beginning of a new life."

6th Secret

The Power of COMMUNICATION
When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them. Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: " I Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them! If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and.....why are you waiting?

7th Secret

The Power of COMMITMENT
If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.

8th Secret

The Power of PASSION
Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment, enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.

9th Secret

The Power of TOUCH
Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.

10th Secret

The Power of TRUST
Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it, one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feels trapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" If the answer is "no", think carefully before making commitment.