Guilty in Life

wow...at last i hav settled three assignments...but still got three more to go..two out of three hav to do presentation...aikz..luckily still got one week to relieve stress a bit...damn tired...this month totally no time for my blog....during these few weeks really a lot of things happen...these few weeks..i dunno y..i alwis tell the wrong things..say the wrong things...here i appologize to all my friends..then last week...there is a big war between two of my best friend...this incident really pull my emotion to a very low level...damn down...& emo...i dunno how to talk to both of them to calm them down... at the moment..i jus feel that...i cant do anything... although i know where is the problem..but i cant control the fight between them..i feel that i m quite a useless friend...which cant do anything..look at both of my friend quarel... aikz..hope that time can fade their fight.. okie...overall i quite enjoy my life for now..no luv problem in me...still enjoying my single life...busy with studies...but i really wan to thank my friend...she helps me a lot in assignments...cuz both of us are partner..i really feel guilty..cz like i din do much work...paiseh...hehe...in my life now...friends is very important...but once i realise this...many problems occur in my friendship..aikz..wat to do..i hav to face it...oh ya...these few weeks i really damn piss off with my stupid allergy..whole body red...and itchy...damn irritated...i skip classes becuz of this..aikz..moreover i hav to attend the INTIBALL on the 6th of July...hope i will get well before that day.. there is still a long and hard road for me to walk...although there is personal problem that i dun wan to tell...friends problem...a lot more...but guess wat...i alwis think at the same way...it is...in this big world...there is many ppl who hav even more problems..even more difficulties..or may b they hav problem to keep surviving in this life...so my problem is jus 10% or not even 10% mayb 5% of their pain..and their suffers....so i think my problem is jus a small matter to many ppl..hehe...since we step on this earth..we hav to face the fact that...we will face problems in our life...is a must...without difficulties in our life...no one will learn how to grown up... some ppl will jus open their mouth and shout to eveyone wat's problem is he or she facing...but they will not mention how is he or she going to face the problem... mayb human being is used to b like this... and human being used to b...wont appreciate something or someone when they hav it or him or her around them... when once something or someone missing...then they will know how important the person is...or how they treat that person or things even pets...that's y...the word REGRET exist in the dictionary....human cant avoid from regret...cuz human used to b in regret situation...once u dun appreciate...REGRET is on the way to ur life.... but anyway..i hav to stop here...is almost 12am... i am here to wish everyone who reas this post.... Hope u will understand the word APPRECIATE and prevent the word REGRET to appear in ur life... good luck ya...