Me...

Unlimited wantsssss!!!!!!

2009-10-27T10:13:00.008Z

After two months of holiday.....everyday my wants is like accumulated day by day...

Everday i will count...first day, second day, third day.......1..2...3...4....5....aikz....but not even one of my wants is able to succeed......adoiiiiiii....the main problem is...

I DON'T HAVE INCOME!!!!!!! so got to search search search and search for job now....

These are the things that I want to buy and do:

1) A doggie- Schnauzer, Golden Retriever or Yorkshire Terrier

2) Sony Cybershot Digital camera and SLR

3) Interior design course

4) Yoga

5) Event or Advertising job

6) Diet

7) Learn Make up and skin care

OMG!!! is really a lot wei.........................how long do i need to succeed all these things ahhhhhh???

Just suddenly feel that MONEY is VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SUPER SUPER IMPORTANT!!!!

That day I went for a movie "...............Meatballs..." hehe...i forgot the whole title....

I really wish that the rain will become CASH.....rather than hamburgers, hotdogs, cheese or others food....lol....hehehe... wakakakaka.....

DREAM larrrr....is impossible de lor...
Ms. CHONG!!!!

-the end-

Graduated activities......yohooooo...HOLIDAY!!!!!

2009-08-28T12:23:00.005+01:00

wow...after viewing my cousin sis's blog...remind me that i have a blog too...then oni i realise that long time i din post anything...since april till now...goin to sept....so i decided to blog again..since i m on holiday now...hehe..

Firstly, i will mention the redang trip....went on the 15th Aug nite bus...reach redang on the 16th...LoL...just the day after my finalzzzz....There are 12 ppl during the trip...is fun...but kinda boring cuz i cant play with the sand and cant snorkel for the second day...due to PMS...aikzzz...should hav take the pills....regretzzzzz.... Overall is fun luckily the second nite we have some activity on...^^ i dunno how to explain about the trip..hehe...i think pics will b better than words... Let's c.............................................

sobsob...without me...on the second day...

under the sea...hahahaha..

girlsss.....

makan makan....

Back...after few days of rotting at home and lazy to blog...now i feel like continuing my journey...haha...

My second trip is to Malacca...on the 25th of August....Let's get on to my "Jalan-jalan cari makan" journey.....this trip attended by Emery, Jaynee, Me, Ming Ser and CT....hehe...^^

PHOTO TIME!!!!

Big shipppp....

yohoooo...i like this pic...

nice view....hehehe...

the CAKE shop.....

* ming ser and ct is viewing the menu for drinks....*

yummy yummy......

the EYE of Malaysia....hehe..

That's all about the trips...actually there is only two trips...hehe...

Although I already holiday for two weeks, i feel that i have been holiday for months ady...dunno y...boring boring boring....there is also one more activity that i will do at home...besides sleep, eat, shit, watch tv and online...which is "CROSS STITCH"....a quite big one...let's c my process on it by now....

dang dang dang dang.......hehehe...

still got a lot more to do....gambateh to me....hehehe...

That's all for now about these two weeks holiday...

When someone is stupid...

2009-04-05T04:04:00.004+01:00

Suddenly just feel like blog something...

Just dunno y...i just wan to write something...

When someone is stupid...

She/ he intend to do something so ridiculous....

She/He will driving while thinking 'something', almost heading to A which she/he should go B to fetch someone....

She/He will do so many kind of things in order to make the "someone" happy...

She/ He will just let parents scold for being late at home...just to c the "special one"....

Although she/he know that it is wrong....she/he still will do it...and pretend they dunno...

Everytime studying, watching tv, playing games, chatting in msn, eating, drinking or shitting...she/he will only think of the person without notice that her/his face is turning red...

Throughout the days...although she/he is in bad mood...once saw the person...the face expression from 0 degree to 360 degrees....its just came naturally...

When someone is stupid....

Although she/he get hurt so many times...they will still make the same mistake of being stupid...

Aikzzzzzz......I never expected i write such things...anyway...this is wat i realise it...when someone is "stupid".......sorry if i offended anyone...but this...i m just writing for "one" person...not to everyone k....

However, on the other hand....we can't says that as stupid....it is just how a person shows the feelings to other person....

CNY...

2009-02-10T13:19:00.002Z

Just after CNY....Didn't take any pics during the two weeks of CNY....As usual...collect angpow from uncles and aunties...lol...haha..is the main reason I like CNY...

Today I have just finish my B2B assignment...can say finish it by 80%...still waiting for Ms. Kumari to give comment on it...

Today just wan to do some updates that...I got to start busy with my assignments...there is too big changes during CNY...it is so unexpected...aikz...nvm...forget about it...got to start study on B2B...is so stress man...i need dessert....hahaha...no mood to blog much today...that's all for now..

Disney Lightings...

2009-01-17T14:13:00.007Z

Just came back home from Damansara after have a night walk to see the Disney Lightings...

I dun really know the name of the place...

but in cantonese normally ppl name it as "ngau cheh shui"...

ok le...nothing much to walk..and the things that they sell there is quite expensive...

Moreover the lightings of Disney characters tickets cost RM10 for adults and RM5 for children..to me is still not really worth it lar...cuz is actually quite small and nothing much to c...just took some pics...haha...and one thing i wan to try over there is the food...

there is quite a number of restaurants which really attract me...too bad i ady hav my dinner at Asia Cafe b4 I go to Damansara...here is some of the pics....

Minnie....hehe...

Lilo and Stitch

Daisy

Winnie the Pooh..hehe..

Lion King

Nemo

That's all for tonite...hehe...

New Sem...

2009-01-17T01:40:00.003Z

I wanted to blog just after new year...but I was too lazy...This year countdown i did not celebrate with my secondary buddies...but with my bro and college buddies...anyway..very happy that nite..

I have started my new semester on the 5th Jan....that's was stress..first day hav to do a mini presentation in advertising class then hav to do presentation during following class..anyway i quite enjoy it...mayb i like to do those colour colour thingy.. Now i realy got to change my attitude in studies...I got to study every now and then+ I need to work really very hard in assignments...

Now me and my friends found a nice place to hang out during break time...the place is Snow Flakes...i like to go there...not because their desert is very very nice...but i feel very comfortable in there...

These few days i was just wondering...how to become a valueable friend....??? M i valueable to all my close friends??? M i not good enough to b with them?? or M i too sensitive??? ermm..cuz i know i m not a very good friend who can sacrifice everything for friends...but i will try as much as i can...someone told me that...if we care about others feelings too much...we seems to b the one who suffering...compare to those who dun even care how we feel...they definitely feel nothing and enjoy their happy life more...and someone also told me that...everyone should be selfish...if not at the end we are the loser...i agree that wat they say...but everything should b in moderate..a person should not be totally selfish no matter wat...aikz...okie...this problem by now is settled..haha...i know wat i should do....

Now go to relationship...just get to know one of my friends broke up ady...i was so shocked...never expect their relationship will become this way.. sometimes actually wat is a long relationship?? wat requirements everyone need to get a long relationship?? aikz...I really have no experience about this..lol...all my friends know y lar.. I hope that my friend is ok and fine...

Last two weeks i went to tarot reading...is quite accurate actually..and my friends keep on saying i wan to find a boyfriend...hohoho...is not that easy...just let it be....cuz this thing cant be forced...now got to concentrate in studies first..this got to put behind...hehe...although this sem i only hav 2 papers for finals...i got to really study...cuz it seems tough....hehe..ok..i stop by now...

Christmas Time!!!!!

2008-12-26T15:26:00.004Z

HOHOHO!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

(this is wat normally santa claus says)

Wish all my friends Hav a Wonderful Christmas & Happy New Year.

On the 24th of Dec which is the christmas eve....i went to Sunway Pyramid for celebration together with my brother, dear(Eleen) & my brother's friend (Ming & Sean)...

We reach there around 5 something 6 i think....then all of us except Sean went to Kim Gary for dinner...u know why we choose there? cuz no need booking....not so crowded and the most important thing is....they served their food at the usual price...unlikely others restaurants like TGI, Tony Roma's, Itallianies and all those expensive places are fully book and very expensive cuz they have the special menu for the special event and it is really not worth it...so we prefer to go to an average place where we can find nice food at reasonable price....hohohoho....ok...after we hav our dinner....we walk around...take photographs...then we go for our second round at the Circle Cafe....their drinks are not bad....but their service is not very good...probably cuz is a Christmas Eve so there are lack of waiter or waitress to serve the crowd of customers...

We at the Circle...count down with other customers and one of the performers Vick Teo from Malaysian Idol...at first i din really put attention on him....but i know his singing is not bad since i watch the first badge of Malaysian Idol... That night he sang quite a number of songs...he was good...really.... and i bought one of his CD and ask for his signature...hahaha...but too bad.. the pic that i took with him...gone...cuz we r using handphone camera...so the picture was like not clear...anyway...i really hav fun that nite...hehehe...after countdown everything....is time to play our super spray...hahaha.... my brother whole body spray by me & Eleen...hehe... but one think i dun like is....one stupid guy spray at my eyes...is really pain man...now i wonder...does he has a brain? that is the snow spray which should not spray at eyes... i really wan to scold him "Stupid Idiot"...sorry for being so rude in this post...but he is really a stupid guy...i dun mind stranger spray me...but not on my eyes...aikz...no brain no brain....At last after the tired spraying...is time to go home...hehehe....

Now is Pictures time....!!!!!!!

*Me* in Kim Gary....

(Due to permission needed some pictures can't be upload yet..hehe)

"Heineken Christmas Tree"

Me & my silly brother...hahaha...

Our beverages....hohoho....5 different colours..

Obviously this is mine.....hehe......the name of the drink is "Circle Girl"...

Vick's performance...hehe...

This is his new album...*The Gift*

Others pictures I will try to upload it in the future...when i get my permission...c ya..

Hav fun on coming New Year Eve everyone....& Happy New Year!!!!

Birthday Celebration

2008-12-22T04:44:00.012Z

Firstly, I want to thank everyone who wish me and celebrate with me...hehe...

thx so much...luv u all...

11th December 2008

Uncle, Chee May and Roe celebrate Eleen's birthday & mine together at Waterlilies in Puchong..hehe...thx ya...

Some of our food that we ordered....yummy yummy!!!!!

Dear Eleen & Me

*21st December 2008*

Yea...is Victoria Station...my dad brought me there for dinner...happy...hehe..

Yummy Yummy!!!!

The train....buuuuu....buuuu........

that's all for now...stil waiting for Miss Ong to send me pics

铁甲无敌奖门人-Super Trio Supreme

2008-11-06T02:18:00.006Z

YEAH!!! at last my final is over....went to singk on tuesday then...know where I went?????

Lol...I went to the 铁甲无敌奖门人 event in pyramid on tuesday..
Luckily i get their T-shirt and signature..hohoho...very happy...
Is really difficult to get into the crowd and get the T-shirt and signature..

When one of the organiser tell the ppl that the t-shirt will b distribute at the left corner of the starge, everyone rush to the corner...OMG!!! is really crowded...i stuck in the middle cant move..is so difficult for me to breath...almost faint man...somemore i still havent eat...haha...

i wait for few hours...stand since 4something 5..and till 7something oni can get into the place to get the T-shirt..

This is my first time experience...and i think might b the last time...cuz really a lot of ppl gather they...In order for me to get the T-shirt, my legs have been step by so many ppl...damn pain...hoho...but anyway..at last i get to meet one of my favourite artist BOSCO WONG...haha..is worth enough ady...Let's c the T-shirt and some pics at that nite....

This is the T-shirt...not easy le...swt..swt...swt...hehe...

Lol...the middle one is Bosco signature...hehe...

Still got more pics...but will upload it later...hehe..

Wednesday i went to Sunway Lagoon...hehe...saw Bosco again...they all are recording the Super Trio Supreme...He is so handsome...hohoho...really handsome....

But somehow some of the artist a bit action action...aikz...this is a good memory ooo...

Final Exam!!

2008-10-30T15:31:00.002Z

Just feel want to write something... bored of studying...
This saturday i will be going to face the e-marketing paper...kinda feeling weird...
dun really hav the mood to study...but hav to force myself to study..i oni hav one more day to study...OMG!!!!!
Moreover, next mon i hav my law paper and tues i hav my retail...
Lol...havent even touch either one of them..

BORED!

BORED!

BORED!

After final i will be facing another big problem..

That is.......which subjects should i take for my final year..????

I will figure it out after my final...

I got to go back to my bored bored world=study study study....

sometimes i just wonder how can i make my blog interesting uh?

Will try to modify my blog after i finish my bored bored activity.. NITEZ....

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!

Opppzzzz....Updates

2008-10-10T12:17:00.005+01:00

At last i din get to fulfill my promise to update my blog often...

mayb i m too lazy...or mayb too busy...or mayb i dun hav the mood to blog...

lol...just wan to do some updates that...

I just completed one assignment and going to hand in the second one on this coming monday..

I dunno how come this semester i feel more stress compare to last time...

Is it my life being too stable now? until i cant believe it that nothing goes up or down in my life currently...lol...

u might think i m crazy...

stable life also grumble...

I should tell u all...young surely will prefer to have more excitement in life rite??

Not to say must b bad things...must hav good things also ma...

Oh ya...i get my results...but not the official one...

anyway...quite satisfy with it...but not very happy...if i get an A...then i will b happier...

Let's see wat i need to do for this weekend....

1) Complete e-marketing individual assignment

2) Do e-marketing homework ( if I am not lazy )

3) Family Day

4) ermm.....eat...sleep and play...hohohoho...

Oh ya....during my Retail Marketing presentation...I m not happy with my performance...

I miss out something which is very important for my layout...

My favourite Glass Forest... I totally forget the most important point about it...which is the

turning Glass Forest with rainbow surrouding it....aikz...wasted it...

Let's me show u all my layout....

Nice??? really hand draw de...lol...anyway...i not going to explain what isit in the layout...

Anyway...its just 3 marks for the presentation...lol...

but actually very important to me...cuz i did badly in my test 1....

very disappointed...i should have score better... I must do better in test 2...

Okie I'll stop here for this post...try to post another post later...

Genting on 24th August 2008

2008-09-01T07:57:00.006+01:00

Now i want to continue updating my blog rather than leaving it dead like that..hehe.. Just went to genting last week on the 24th August during my sem break...is quite fun although oni went with my parents and one of my close friend, Eleen...there is some pics...

We are having buffet in Genting..VERY FULL ahhhh....

hohoho...is my favourite..although is a normal food...but i like it very much...kari kambing...too bad..i still got to control my eating habit...no diet on that nite....

my parents n I...after the buffet...

then i pass by this...i like the white lion very much...but too bad...cant get to c the real one...hav to pay..so no way man...

This street is belong to me..hohoho...

haha...pening kepala lar...

take picture while lining up...

my hair still wet...but is fun...hehe..

breakfast for the last day...actualy is a desert...it is not nice...definitely can't compare with KTZ...

That's all for my genting trip...hehe...

There's my holiday ended and now got to continue with my new semester....

Holiday

2008-08-21T03:12:00.000+01:00

Finally...my exam was over...able to rest for about two weeks. Quite a short holiday rite??
but i feel very boring at home..nothing to do..watch tv, play games, eat and sleep..
pray hard i wont get fatter during holiday..

I just wan to do some updates since long time i did not even glance through my blog..
Just recover from sickness..its really suffering especially during exam week..
It is kinda stress life for this whole semester..luckily it ended last week..but the next stress chapter is on the way..aikz..

Yesterday was my best friend birthday..but we decided to celebrate tonite..hope we hav a wonderful nite...

My dad just bought me a laptop...i was so happy with it... hehe...finally i get my own laptop so that i can on9 and do my own work in my room...and i can on9 til very late...hohohoho...

This sunday I m going to genting with my parents and one of my friend...hope it will b fun..
Boring lar..at home doing nothing..
Aikz...can anyone help me think of activity???
haha...
I think that's all for today...lazy to write....

Treasure

2008-04-11T13:50:00.000+01:00

Since the last post...after i completed all my assignments... after i had read my best friend's blog, suddenly feel want to post something... as my blog looks like a dead diary...

The word "treasure" can really bring a lots of meanings.

Some people will say: " Oh, treasure??!! wow it is amazing.. i can be rich.."
Some people will say: " Love and friendship are my treasure.."
Some people will say: " I will treasure everything i have now..."
Some people will say: " Treasure??!! OH MY...... I can bring it home and give some to my love one..." and more.......

Nah...all the above actually are what normally people think and thought of the meaning...

In my opinion, treasure is a word that let me know the way to appreciate the one who love u and the one that u love- "treasure = appreciate". Family of cuz is the first treasure i could never buy with million/billion or even trillion of money not friendship and true love. In parents heart, even a small single present from their children is enough for them and they will really treasure it. A card made by their children is enough to make their heart touched and that is the happiness they hope to get. Is it this simple?? treasure may not represent a great amount of money or the value of the particular thing, treasure will represent the love of a person.

In friendship, how many of my friends will really treasure the friendship?? how many of my friends are worth for me to treasure them?? Honestly, many of my friends are just a normal " Hi & Bye " friend or who only can laugh with me but never be there when i need someone to talk to. But, I have two best friends that always by my side no matter how many times we quarel or fight.. they sure will be here. They support me in everything but i did not give back them as much as they gave me. I promise I am trying hard now. When the time u encourage me in my diet plan, when the time u always be here to tell me how to control my food, when we go gym together and when both of u send me sms to ask about me..I really appreciate it.. I m not regret to have both of u as my friend. Although there is time we fight, a big fight...our friendship just get tighten. Haha..just dunno y will this happen.. Cheer up yen... I can't b ur wealth god but i will always support u and willing to lend u my ears and shoulders.

These are my real treasure in life, although money is important too. Love can never buy with money. This is really true... Appreciate everyone around u before u regret my dear friends...

This post is about all my life opinion. U may not agree it or have ur own ideas. It is just my own life time treasure.

Tagged by Suyen...aikz...no next time...

2008-03-15T12:33:00.000Z

It has been long time since I blog....
Aikz...how come got tagged?? OK...Let's start!!!!

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
-erm... dunno...mayb 25?? haha.. haven't meet my Mr. Right yet... i think still got long time to go...

2. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
-erm..i only have a few blog buddies... can i choose my own buddies??
- the first one i think will bring Mr. Soo Sin Wei - he will help me to find food and take water...
- the second one is Miss Chan Su Yen..i think..haha...cuz...got someone to argue with...
- erm..the third one..i dunno yet...should b a person who has a high IQ and EQ...so that we could get help and survive...

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
- a place where money does not exist... a lot of freedom... and good atmosphere...

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- only 1 ah... human has unlimited wants le... i think it should be unlimited cash...wakakaka...

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- erm..i dun think so... but if i could live in a place where money does not exist..then i think can..

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- my family, friends and everyone i love....

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- haha..of cuz spend lar... i will open a shop...do my own business...and..of cuz..shopping... mayb take a slimming course..haha....

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- haha..when u ask me..i will say 'Yes'...but actually no...haha...mayb i dun hav enough confident yet..

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- haha..erm...quite difficult le.. she is straight forward, honest and....talkative..

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- smart...responsible and caring... of cuz the most important thing is..he loves me lar...haha...

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
- liar...., slut...and a person who make use of the person who love them...

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
- when i was in secondary..i would say yes...but now...i dun feel like to go back...we should look forward ma...

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- haha..normally i judge a person by my sense...haha...

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- family for sure...the one i love...and of cuz myself..hahaha....

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
- can say so..if i have a lot of money to spend...

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- stubborn i think...

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- my close friends of cuz... no secrets...wakakakaka

18. What's your weakest point?
- easy get influence by other ppl...

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
- my parents.. and i have a few true friends..it is more than enough...

20. Rainy day or sunny day?
- of cuz rainy day...i love rain..but not thunderstorm.... if got snow...i think is the best...

At last, finish..yeah... got to continue with my assignments now... will post again soon...after i finish all my assignments...take care....

Year 2008

2008-01-11T11:43:00.000Z

About two months i didn't even write a post...there is some interuption which make me feel not in mood on blogging...Forget about it...

now is year 2008.. a new beginning for everyone...
just say goodbye to 2007 and welcome 2008!!!

ok...let's update my current situation..

Studies- quite enjoy college life..as usual..play, assignments, play, assignments..1st year degree 3rd semester..going to year 2 soon...quite free...cuz just taking 3 subjects this sem...

Friendship- still the same gang of friends...currently had meet up with secondary friends quite often...less meet up with some of my college friends...hehe...

Love- I, myself..also not very sure.. is quite complicated...you are rite...i hurts mine...but he hurts mine too...

Family-still okie..as usual..spend more when Chinese New Year is coming soon...busy decorating my lovely home...

Mood- not really in a very good mood.. but i can feel the happiness that they gave me...i will appreciate it very much..

Health- not so good...always caught a mild sick..hehe.. on & off...

Mind- often missing someone badly.....isit a good sign?? or a bad one??

This year..i hope will be a great year...2008 ( Rat )
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!

You VS Myself

2007-11-16T17:54:00.000Z

okay...now is almost 11.30pm...nowadays i just wonder actually to love someone..do we need any criteria? many people will tell others that...what type of boys or girls that they want them to be their bf/gf or husband/wife...? but actually do we need it so much to decide whether to accept the person as our partner or may b more specific....to love them?

ya...i also agree that everyone must have their own criteria, their own level of accepting people...i also did tell my friends that i prefer a guy who is caring, smart, responsible and.....more... but when it comes to a time that i fall in love with someone... there is always a question- why will you love him????? i really cant give an exact answer... as we know...no one is perfect. A lotz of comment and critics that this person not worth or mayb this person not good enough for me to sacrifice...or watever lar... IF i choose to be with him, will anything affects that much to change my mind???? human being normally like to change other people no matter to good or bad... okay..ya..mayb human is like that...or mayb some ppl can say am i think too easy?? this is reality world where every human has unlimited wants.....!!! come on.... love is just a small part of life... of cuz we should choose a better person if we have a chance to choose....

All rite...this topic can't be argue...everyone have their own perception...

Few years back, i am also that kind of person... like to control other people.. like to advice my friends and want them to change to be better... wants everyone to be exactly what I want them to be.... but there was once...my best friend told me.."u know me as who i am, u accept me as who i am...why do u want me to change? moreover we cant change a person in a few days, few weeks or few months...it takes time.. friends should be supporting each other no matter what but not to shoot a person down before he/she did anything wrong? friends is to guide each other not to instruct one another...." After I heard those words.. that was the first time i am stunt and could not giv any answer or feedback... Is true...really true... i know her as her... not to change her to be the person i want... that is not her if i want her to change... And sometimes although our perception is good for them to change... but not neccessary will b a good ending... ya..to be a true friend is not easy.... from that onwards... i never ask my friends to change... i will just stand behind to advice what they did wrong.. human are born to learn... not to follow...

okay...now talking about love... in this century... all girls and boys will have their own criteria on choosing their partner... most of the boys will prefer good looking girls, a nice body shape, intelligent, good appearance and a lot more... most of the girls will prefer smart looking, good body built, protective, intelligent, can afford to spend them and lotz..... ya...pretty realistic... actually very realistic...hehe....but in chinese belief... normally what we want is what we cant get... haha... so u guyz better lower down ur criteria... to me..when the person do not appreciate and will not love us...... then this shows that it is not worth for us to sacrifice more...WORTH cant be refer to those criterias that they able to fulfill.. love a person is actually an unpredictable thing where we will sacrifice anything in order to giv the best to him/her...and is not what we want to get from the person.....

I watched Cinderella 3 few days ago..haha..dun laugh ya.. there is no age limit on watching cartoons.... Anastacia who is one of Cinderella's step sisters...want to married the prince... and her dream is almost fulfill because her mother had stolen the magic wand... and change her to become exactly like Cinderella...but at last... she refused.. this is because... she realise that... she wants a person who love her as who she is... not to love her because she looks exactly like Cinderella... it means the prince does not love her at all... if everyone are there to choose to love a person based on those criteria.... there will always one person who pretend to be perfect in front of the other person.. pretending will not last long.. because it is not an exactly true love... is like a contract...where both parties agree to be the person they want....oh my god...although changes is good... but if we want a person to change immediately, it will either hurt them or hurt both of us... Sometimes things we see are not things we want... although u thought of having him/her is good... but there is thing which u cant see with ur eyes but with ur heart...

Every relationship occurs...there are always two parties..which is "you & me"... no matter how good both people seen by others.. there must be a person who willing to sacrifice more... In my opinion, i can't deny that...criteria may affects our impression on someone...but when u luv someone, will those criteria really bother u??? i also hope that i have a boyfriend or husband who is smart, caring, responsible, able to spend me...and lotz... but...normally the person i love will never have even 2 out of those criterias.... haha.. let me ask u all a question...do all girls outside wants guys that have those criteria that i mention just now??? i think almost all girls want... haha...

When everyone is demanding so much from other ppl...will the person be herself/himself or be the one YOU want them to be...? i think this will makes ppl gone psycho...aikz... in every relationship...is either the person choose to fulfill YOU or to become they ownself...Just try to think...

For those who demand more from ppl... try to ask yourself....how much are you able to giv out before you calculate how much you are going to receive......?

For those who choose to fulfill someone...try to ask yourself... can you get happiness in a pretending relationship??? really...?? if your answer is YES... what i can do is to wish you GOOD LUCK... i can't say you will not get happiness...somehow..this things can't have the exact answer.. if your answer is NO....i think there is time for you to have an open conversation with your partner... there is still chances where both of you can understand each other more...hehe....^_^ GOOD LUCK...!!!!

who am i???

2007-10-20T08:00:00.000+01:00

Now at 3.03pm in the afternoon...a windy weather..going to rain soon..listening to the soft thunder from quite a distance...just have a sudden feeling to post something....aikz.....still got one week more to settle all my assignments and presentation then my final...i am free for two months holiday...hurray...!!!! but is quite boring...

If i am not mistaken, last week i read my friend's blog saying that..she is changing and trying to be the perfect one in the person's heart whom she care most... suddenly i just wonder....by now...i still din get the answer.....which is......who am i in all of my friends' and family's heart...? i dunno whether i can be the below 50%,? above 50%? or above 80%....?

i know i definitely wont be the best...but i try to be at least at the above 50% level....although i did ask some of my friends what do they feel about me... they din really answer this ques which i am so curious to get the exact answer...

i think both boys and girls friends will definitely giv different answer cuz boys and girls perception are very different....since i was born till now i am almost 19....i alwis try to be optimistic to everything in my life... i always think that...no matter how difficult a situation is...there must be a sollution...is just depends whether do we willing to put in effort to search for it...many ppl intend to blame others to make themselves feel better.. will it last for long? ppl who like to blame others is just they wan to avoid from being responsible to what is happening.....

aikz...past few days...i had a weird dream....dreaming that the person got a gf.....which i feel very real.....my heart can really feel...but is kinda weird feeling.... until today..i still remember the dream...oh my god...should forget it asap....if not it will keeps on ruining my mind...

during this year...i have went through a several quarrel with my close friends....i just wondering how come i can quarrel with my best friends? aikz..sad...anyway...was a past story.....i just want to know...who am i?? in your heart......................

Importance of English..

2007-10-12T15:15:00.000+01:00

Letter from Ah Beng to Ah Lian.....
there is some mistake over there...just try to count the wrong words....i think the wrong words is difficult enough for us to understand the letter.....hehe...Let's see.....

Dear Ah Lian

Thanks you for your letter. Wrong time no see you. How everything? For me, I am quiet find. You say in your letter your taukeh soh want you to chain your look? Somemore you must wear kick kok soo, hope you can wok properly.

You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where company now. Last week, he take I, Muthu & few of his friend to May Nonut to eat barger. After that he take we all go to kalah ok. Muthu sing and sing no stop until the sky bright.

Next week, my father mother going to sellerbread 20 years annie wear sari. My father mother going to give a fist to all the kampong people. So you must come with your hole family.
I only hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you and to me. Better I e-meow you, you e-meow me. I will ketchup with you soon. And when you got time, please few free to call me. Goo Bye...........

Worm regard,
Ah Beng

I get this from an email too...so...after u read this...dun u think that...english is very important??!!!

how to be a filial child??

2007-10-11T12:41:00.000+01:00

I was wondering actually how a person be a 100% filial child...? anything that she/he needs to do? to say? in every parents heart...the most precious thing is their children...but will they know that...actually in their childrens' heart they are also the precious thing in their life... it is difficult to stay under one roof moreover in the same family...y do parents like to compare their children with others children? i really hate that so much...yea..i agree that others child studies is much more greater than mine..but so what...isit education can show that they r a filial child? actualy what is in their mind? one more thing is...they oftenly remind us..that they love us very much...and we should be glad that we have them cuz..some of the ppl is even worst..i really agreed with wat they say..but they need not to mention it so often..who loves me & who doesn't..i know it very clearly....there is one time that i really cant stand it that i giv them an answer...." then dun u know that ur children is much more filial compare to others child.." then my mama answered...."yes, i agreed...i know it..." So wat is the point for u to mention it that u r the best parents..i know...n both of u are definiely take a important place in my heart...i luv both of u...really...and i know that both of u love me too...
That's y i alwis agree that...action speak louder than words....this is really true...and i really dun like ppl who alwis done something for me..and alwis remind me... for whom who really understand me..they would not think that...i m a forgetful person and pretend that i dunno wat had happened...moreover they are my parents... to be a filial child...not neccessary must 100% listen to parents cuz parents are not 100% right.... parents is to guide us...not to instruct us... i know...althought there is something happen in these two years.... but i already told both of u that..i wont be the same person as he is... y u still wan to compare me with my brother...? oh god!! dun u think this is a bit unfair to me? i definitely different with my brother...i know it..although i cant 100% promise u that i wont change one day....but as the ONE DAY has never comes... i think it is too earlier for u to judge ur daughter... i am trying my best to be ur good n filial daughter as i can... I LOVE U....MOM & DAD...!!!!!

10 Secrets for fulfilling relationships!

2007-10-07T13:46:00.000+01:00

I read this from an email....is definitely not my writing... is written by someone...but i think quite true.....

1st Secret

The Power of THOUGHT
Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires.

2nd Secret

The Power of GIVING
If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship, ask not what the other person will be able to give you, but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.

3rd Secret

The Power of RESPECT
You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about them?"

4th Secret

The Power of FRIENDSHIP
To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other's eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grom.

5th Secret

The Power of LETTING GO
If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me- today is the beginning of a new life."

6th Secret

The Power of COMMUNICATION
When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them. Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: " I Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them! If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and.....why are you waiting?

7th Secret

The Power of COMMITMENT
If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.

8th Secret

The Power of PASSION
Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment, enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.

9th Secret

The Power of TOUCH
Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.

10th Secret

The Power of TRUST
Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it, one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feels trapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" If the answer is "no", think carefully before making commitment.

Secretly in luv 2

2007-09-01T12:34:00.000+01:00

This is the second luv story of Cheryl...erm..this time i put the guy name Gary...hehe..actually i dun quite like this name...but just put it...ok..Let's start...

Cheryl met this guy in secondary...she met him when she is in form3...when Cheryl hav to go to new class and get to know new friends too...u know..secondary alwis like to change class every year according to every students exam results... okie..let's get back to the story...so at first when Cheryl met this guy...she dun really know him..and she hav no idea that she will get close to this guy one day...at that time...she only know that her best friend is in luv with him..so in Cheryl's mind there is no luv to this guy at all... moreover at that time there is another girl who is same class with her luv this guy too...haha...Cheryl's best friend also same class too...so at that moment Cheryl really din think of this guy at all..or mayb she still miss Roy...who knows? after knew him for a year...during year end holiday Cheryl's went out with all the classmates and some friends...of cuz that guy is there too..but at that time Cheryl was hav a bit feeling to another guy..not to mention who it is...cuz is not important...during the trip going out...they are having fun...at that time..she only get to know Gary a bit more.. but still treat him as normal friend...okie..that's the end of form3....

when they proceed to form4..she never thought that she would be same class with Gary.. honestly..of cuz he caught her attention abit..cuz Cheryl get to know more about him from her best friend..as i mention earlier...Cheryl's best friend like this guy...but still behind the line of LUV...as time goes by...one day..Cheryl's best friend Ann who like this guy...told her that she already giv up on Gary...so she just listened to Ann...mayb becuz of same class...so Gary and Cheryl get closer...of cuz still friend.. slowly slowly..she start fall in luv with this guy..she hav no idea y she will fall in luv with this guy...not to say very handsome but of cuz a bit attractive looking...and not really tall...not very good in studies...i think is becuz luv is blind...hehe..
After she know she has feeling on him...she did tell Ann.. Ann and Cheryl are friends since primary.. more than 10years friendship of cuz wont b affected by a guy..moreover Ann plan to giv up... so both of them still friend... both of them know they like the guy.. but they never argue becuz of him...really never..both of them know that the guy wont like one of them...secretly in luv really hurt....so...until they finish their form4 and finish their SPM...Ann says that she already giv up..but Cheryl was still like this guy...this time is really different from last time case..this two best friend never quarel becuz of a guy...never cheat each other bcuz of the guy...until one day...when Gary quarel with Ann...Ann was really mad and angry with him.. until Ann ask Cheryl to choose either one of them..it means she wan to choose their friendship or choose the guy who will not like her.... Cheryl was really sad...and angry...y must she choose...? their arguement is none of her business...of cuz she know that Ann was on fire...that's y she say so... so she tell Ann that she wont choose at all..this is the only time they quarel becuz of him...after they finish SPM...Cheryl thought that she will never met Gary again...she knows that she not fall in luv deeply with this guy..i mean not as deep as Roy...Like wat i alwis say...nothing we can predict...one day...Cheryl plan a genting trip for all the classmates..but at last..end up with only three ppl...Elaine, Cheryl and Gary...many ppl will think that will that b anything happen or any chance for Cheryl? too bad...not at all...during the trip...she really enjoy it..she is very happy...but who knows..on the second nite...something said by him which really break her hope and heart...Cheryl know that Gary did know she like him..jus he pretend that he didnt know...he indirectly tell her that he dun like her...after that nite..she decide to giv up..i think this is the end of the second luv story...at last Gary and Cheryl still friends.. and Cheryl is looking forward to her college life...both of them still keep in touch...she really let it go...and treat him as good friend...this time is not that hurt compare to the previous one...so.....is easier for her to let go....

This is the end of the second story...nothing much...mayb becuz Cheryl and Gary hav less memorable moment so is easier for her to forget...

It has been a long long time...and current time...

2007-07-21T14:10:00.000+01:00

Suddenly feel like reading back all my past testimonial that all my lovely friends sent to me..is really a happy memory...look at the comment...i hav one kind of weird feeling...hard to describe...

There is testimonial which really make me feel quite touch..hehe..of cuz is from my best friends...

No one knows that...three of us maintain our friendship is not that easy..there is a lot of things there... guess wat isit? WAR....ya...we hav a lot of war especially after we entered our college life...i dun understand how i can i tolerate with yen..since both of us dun agree a lot...hehe..& i dun understand how can she tolerate with me..as i alwis fight with her...alwis stand at the opposite way...hehe...

suyenPosted 13/10/2004 07:33
kar mun ah...she is my best friend...i know her seen secondary school...we are totally different...we argue alot haha..n not agree alot...i respect her as my best friend although we sometimes mad at each other but i never wanted to give u up...totally never hehe...she help me alot in many thing n also scold me alot..although i dun agree wit her but i m happy to have her telling me wat i did wrong..i do hope our friendship never broke coz i like u to be there in my life to guidance me around n scold me around..heheGUYS!! listen here she is a very good girl so remember to get her oh!!!haha if i got any do wrong please forgive me kar mun, u know i dun mean it at all...hehe best friend always did hope last forever!!!

-peiting-Posted 26/10/2004 21:18
hi hi kar mun u noe who m i rite?if dunno u can ....loh emm......this gal r is a very ee how to say leh me r her only start so close starting this year loh .this girl u can share secret with her loh because she very keng one she can solve the problem one everytime when we hav problem but u all no need to argue with her one because all the thing she say oso rite one wat we all say is wrong one...hahahaha.......it is becuse she is...........2nd generation karmun u get wat i mean rite ?actually i enjoy being frend with u .......but wat i most enjoy with u is we together go n teng su yen hahahaha........until she lose to two of us ........until here only lah i write 4 u remeber write testi 4 me woh ....take care bye!n attention u all dun ever make her angry because she will.................u all will noe if u make her angry hahaha......

suyenPosted 26/06/2005 04:03
hi my dear kar mun..ever thought i wilwrite u testi again leh..so do i...i m here today is to drop down someprecious frienship that we doesnt knowwhether it wil end or not..for me lovein every frienship wil alway stayalthough everything in the world changehehe..do u still remember the first time wemeet in stardard 1?? do u know on thattime i know that u r a good fren n avery best fren..the joy that u bring to my life,thejokes that never end n the sadness thati wil alway wan to share wit u tell methat our frenship wil always last..hehealthough we never seem to agree in everytopic but i alway stand by ur side as afren..i appreciate all the thing that u donefor me although u never tell me n evenmention about it..u r a great friend that in my life..inever regret that i have u in my life..ucaring,loving n joyness wil always stayforever although i still do not knowwhen our frenship wil end..but i knowour life we have once walk together nthat is enough for me..

-peiting-Posted 30/07/2005 11:59
hi...just nth to do so here m i to drop u a testi loh ermm tis gal arr i started close wif her since tis 2 years although i noe her very long time adi since primary skoolwhen i get to noe her closer i only realise tat she really a talkative gal o n hav a mature thinkin although u all always c her play here n there....she love to socialize a lot is proven true cause she got so many fren hor around her n she is oso a good listener we 2 use to talk a lot bout wat ruinin in her n my life all the stupid stuff.....we can laugh a lot just for the small matter really enjoy the moment tat we three went out together...chit chat together...ponteng tuition together hor...n 8 togehter oooalthough i noe tat tis is our last year in high skool n we will hav our own life n tat will maybe split out friendship but i alway stand by ur side as afren..u r a great friend that i had in my life..i never regret that be ur fren anyway thx for ur advice n the happiness tat u brought to my lifebuayz

Suk YeePosted 03/09/2004 10:30
hahahaha...................it's me! it's me! kar mun she is a freindly girl, can fren wif every1.i can hear anybody bad news or good news from her.She knows everything de! she veli geng 1 coz she can suddenly laughing in class!"hehehehe..........." tat's d sound she laugh ! hahahahahahaha.........mayb she will kill me after she c d testi, but i'll write it oso..

- pigGy -Posted 10/08/2004 06:49
cia.. know me?? kill u if u dun!! this gal ar.. veru funny!! i got so many nickname for her!! the newest is call her 'mau mau'... wanna know y?? ask her la!! =pa very frienly person... used to be very close with her.. alwiz fight with her also.. but she's very understanding person.. wanna chat bout secrets or disguise ur problem... find her.. haha.. if she free or wanna me aunty 8 then she will 'hirau' u.. if u very the fan then she's scold u till dunno go where liao!! wanna try!!hhaha.. till here la.. type more then i get beat more!! jk only la.. remember to write me testi o!! wish ya all the best!! frienzsss 4eva!!!

suyenPosted 05/03/2006 09:07
hihi,me really long time didnt write u n pt any testi oo...so meh wanna drop by lo...the thinking between u n me really very funny de..mostly think the same way...sometimes i been thinking did u change me or did i change u?? but mostly i can say is i learn alot from u...thanks for the teaching wo..although i dun follow it but that doesnt mean i dun listen from u...haha but wat i been thinking now is if next time i need advice wil u stil be there...? u ah remember one thing ah..u r stronger than i m...u r everthing that i m not..me put a lot of faith on u...if ever feel down remember u still have my number to count on ya....sincerely from,suyen

After reading back those testi..realy feel touch..haha.. guess wat...in the testi...my best friends say that friendship 4ever..do we really can do it? that's y i dun believe the word forever...but i hope it will happen..hehe...in yen's opinion..i alwis the strong one...but do u know? actually i m not that strong as u think...everyone there is a limit...but when u ask me...how much is my limit..i cant answer u...i havent experience it yet...hehe...in college i learn a lot..and i change a lot..i become more talkative than last time in secondary..haha..dunno y...i become more siao n hyper compare to last time...dunno y...by now...i really feel very happy that..

Other than i hav two very best friends since primary & secondary...i found a very best friend in college too...when three of them having problem or sad...i can feel a kind of sad in my heart...sometimes i think...too care about others feelings will make ourself feel pain too...but in a friendship there is alwis no limit on giving too much or take too much...during these few months...i realy enjoy my class..i get new friends..i laugh everyday cuz same class with eleen..hehe.. one thing i feel a change is...one of my college friend...can say..get to close and play with him since this semester..i found that..he become more cheerful..compare to last year..first semester..when i just get to know him...he is very cool and dun smile...is a good thing...i like to c ppl laugh around..haha..play around...Geng Jie really change..haha..but on the other hand...wi shan..my best friend too...she become more emo ady...quite worry about her..hope she is fine...from time to time...my life is changing...old friends & new friends...totally different...now i realise...sometimes..we hav to pretend a bit in order to keep a friendship..a bit only..remember is just for certain time.. haha...anyway...keep everything in moderation...i hope i can do it...

Guilty in Life

2007-06-28T16:11:00.000+01:00

wow...at last i hav settled three assignments...but still got three more to go..two out of three hav to do presentation...aikz..luckily still got one week to relieve stress a bit...damn tired...this month totally no time for my blog....during these few weeks really a lot of things happen...these few weeks..i dunno y..i alwis tell the wrong things..say the wrong things...here i appologize to all my friends..then last week...there is a big war between two of my best friend...this incident really pull my emotion to a very low level...damn down...& emo...i dunno how to talk to both of them to calm them down... at the moment..i jus feel that...i cant do anything... although i know where is the problem..but i cant control the fight between them..i feel that i m quite a useless friend...which cant do anything..look at both of my friend quarel... aikz..hope that time can fade their fight.. okie...overall i quite enjoy my life for now..no luv problem in me...still enjoying my single life...busy with studies...but i really wan to thank my friend...she helps me a lot in assignments...cuz both of us are partner..i really feel guilty..cz like i din do much work...paiseh...hehe...in my life now...friends is very important...but once i realise this...many problems occur in my friendship..aikz..wat to do..i hav to face it...oh ya...these few weeks i really damn piss off with my stupid allergy..whole body red...and itchy...damn irritated...i skip classes becuz of this..aikz..moreover i hav to attend the INTIBALL on the 6th of July...hope i will get well before that day.. there is still a long and hard road for me to walk...although there is personal problem that i dun wan to tell...friends problem...a lot more...but guess wat...i alwis think at the same way...it is...in this big world...there is many ppl who hav even more problems..even more difficulties..or may b they hav problem to keep surviving in this life...so my problem is jus 10% or not even 10% mayb 5% of their pain..and their suffers....so i think my problem is jus a small matter to many ppl..hehe...since we step on this earth..we hav to face the fact that...we will face problems in our life...is a must...without difficulties in our life...no one will learn how to grown up... some ppl will jus open their mouth and shout to eveyone wat's problem is he or she facing...but they will not mention how is he or she going to face the problem... mayb human being is used to b like this... and human being used to b...wont appreciate something or someone when they hav it or him or her around them... when once something or someone missing...then they will know how important the person is...or how they treat that person or things even pets...that's y...the word REGRET exist in the dictionary....human cant avoid from regret...cuz human used to b in regret situation...once u dun appreciate...REGRET is on the way to ur life.... but anyway..i hav to stop here...is almost 12am... i am here to wish everyone who reas this post.... Hope u will understand the word APPRECIATE and prevent the word REGRET to appear in ur life... good luck ya...

I hav no idea...

2007-05-12T16:03:00.000+01:00

let's start my new post...erm...let me think wat should i rite? really dun hav any idea...aikz...
i just read one of my fren'd blog...there is some issue that we cant giv any comment on it...or we cant argue with it...the matter is on both side...for example: money is everything or not...my fren's post that...she should blame about herself for everything...in her case i feel that...she push herself too much at the negative side...like me..although i did mention how i feel or how much pain in my heart in my MSN..i dun mind actually...but is that enough for us to let go all the stress & sadness? i think is more than enough..aikz...shit..dunno wat to write ady...okie stop about this topic...

i just start my degree year one first semester...somehow...i hav a kind of weird feelings...i dunno how to explain...when i enrol that day..i dunno y...i dun really wan to go degree...i worry that i will b choosing the wrong major...but at last i chose major in marketing...most of my close fren alwis say i m quite calm thinking no matter in wat situation..but i dun think i am...anyway...i know i choose the correct major..cuz i really like marketing..hehe.. during the two weeks of holiday...i really did enjoy...cuz i hav let go everything...no worries..nothing at all...until one day my fren told me that...she worried that i m hiding myself from facing the fact...ya...mayb...i agree i still havent let it go... it really takes me some time...is not that easy...aikz...wtf...but i quite happy in my class cuz i hav my siao partner..hehe..both of us will laugh together...really enjoy...hehe...

yesterday i went to sungei wang & timesquare for shopping.. 6 of us went...and we meet one of our fren there..so total is 7...4guys & 3 gurls.. of cuz we hav our walk separately...as we know...we feel weird if guys wait outside the fitting room for us..haha..so 3 of us went our own way...i bouhgt a beg & a pair of slippers.. i din buy much...but enjoy it...hehe..we walk for an hour...but still cant get anything yet...three of us damn upset...but at last..i bought a beg...then..the time begins...hehe...two of them suddenly get to buy so many things...haha...oh ya...about the luv i m having now...i feel happy with it..single life..hav fun... waiting for new one..haha.. finally i really agree that...if u feel suffer on luving someone who doesnt luv u...giv up is the correct decision... if u feel happy on felling in luv with someone who doesnt luv u...i think is okie... cuz..luv which bring happiness oni can last 4ever...

Secretly in luv 1

2007-05-04T17:49:00.000+01:00

This is the first story that i write...hehe...get ready..let's start...

In year 1999, there is a girl name Cheryl studying in primary 5 totally in a new class which she hav to know new frenz..cuz most of the old classmates hav been separated to other classes...in her class there is a quite handsome guy name Roy...when she first met him..she dun really like this guy...cuz she feels that he looks action action abit lar...so Cheryl just close with a few of her old friends.. later..after two months..she get to know more new friends..her class teacher was a malay man..who very fierce..hehe..
ONE day, their class teacher wanted to change all the students seatings.. at that time Cheryl is totally feel a bit weird cuz..worry that the teacher will put her sit with a guy she doesnt know at all...at last the teacher put Cheryl sit with that handsome guy, Roy. Both of them dunno each other..and seldom talk.. after one month..both of them started talk...but still sit quite far.. although they r sitting together..cuz in primary two tables by two tables...
when it comes to the second month they sit together...both of them become closer..sit nearer..play with each other..like others classmates did...both of them quite good with each other...copying each other homework..hehe.. One monday, the teacher gave them a small test... both of them fail together...of cuz hav been punish by the teacher together...the second test...both of them pass...the teacher wondering y both of them fail together & pass together..so the teacher says that both of them looks like husband & wife or mayb couple...at that time Cheryl still havent realise that she already hav feelings to this guy...everyday they will play together..chatting...crapping..haha..many gossip from their friends about their friendship...r they fall in luv ady? r they just friends? there is so many ques around them...but they din say anything...din giv any answer...when Cheryl realise she fell in luv on him, is already the end of the year...they hav to shift class...both of them shifted to different class in primary 6...but still quite good fren...
There is too many rumors about them until Cheryl feel shy to face Roy...as she know...Roy did know she like him...but both of them pretending their nothing....in this ways...Cheryl know that Roy did not hav the same feeling on her...their primary 6 is jus a very normal student life...a best fren of Cheryl name Vanessa b the middle person of Roy & Cheryl..cuz Cheryl dun really dare to talk to him...when primary 6 year end...both of them went to the secondary..same secondary...here..their friendship did getting far... they seldom talk...cuz in different class...hav their own new frens... Cheryl still secretly in luv with this guy... luving a person secretly is really not a good thing...cuz will b quite suffer of it...
When one day...Cheryl call her best fren...she found out that Roy is at her fren's house...at nite...so she feel something... the next day...she went to ask her best fren whether is she going out with Roy? (dating) Vanessa answered "NO". As her best fren, Vanessa should know that Cheryl hate ppl cheating on her...moreover she already ask the ques & bring up this matter...Cheryl hav a deep cut in her heart...she feels very hurt...although she very angry with her...but after a few days...she jus pretending..nothing happen...she still treat Vanessa as her fren...cuz Cheryl actually is a very short-temper person...dunno whether is good or bad...Cheryl feel very disappointed..but still hav to face her... how can she know isit true? actually is very obvious as every of their friends also know about it... Cheryl feels that, 'how can she telling such lie? as most of the ppl already know...' although she knows she had no hope from that guy...she still appreciate every moment that they spent...There is one day...where Roy hav been bitten up by some gangster...Cheryl was so worry...but she cant do anything...she saw Roy's face injured...she jus asked, " r u ok?" ...just so simple....around sept 2000...almost the end of their form 1...both of them get close together again...but is just fren...not even good fren..jus friend...everyweek they will talk through phone...Roy close with Cheryl cuz...he wants to know more about Vanessa...still got a bit friends talk lar... although Cheryl feels hurt...but she very appreciate it...she din tell Roy...that she like him...jus pretending...she did teach him how to get Vanessa's heart...she help them to get together... is it she too generous...? Cheryl dun wan to fight with her friend becuz of a guy who doesnt luv him b4...so she plan to giv up...words is easier than action...but action is more powerful than words... when Cheryl get to know that Roy is going to shift to other school...of cuz she will feel sad...but on the other hand...she feels better for not seeing him..is easier for her to giv up...Roy was the first person who she luv...after one year...Cheryl's heart still missing him...no other guys appear in her eyes...except him...One day in the afternoon...she was in her grandpa's car..pass by a bus stop..she saw Roy... he also saw her..at that time..both of them din say HI....din smile with each other...just hav a stranger feelings... Cheryl!!!! is time to wake up...said by herself... from that day onwards...the wound in her heart begin to recover...and Roy has been keeping in her history book(own diary or heart).. at last she had succeed...giving up on him...letting out herself from the stupid hole...haha..ya...luv is blind...so actually is a bit stupid...although Cheryl luv Roy...but she never cry once becuz of him...she, herself also dunno y...mayb she feels that in this world there is not only luv which involve in our life....especialy is not worth it... for a person who din even luv her b4...

end of PART 1...the first luv story ended..in Cheryl's life...

Roses

2007-05-04T12:37:00.000+01:00

Roses actually bring a lot of meanings...there are many colours of roses.. the amount of roses also brings different meanings.. many ppl thought that roses only meant for lover...but actually is not..roses also did meant for friendship, and other special events...

THE MEANING

Red roses

It brings out the symbolism of love & passion, as well as respect, admiration & beauty. Send red roses to express your love for that someone, by saying " I love you ".

Black roses

Signifying a deeper feeling of romance, love & passion, and also a sense of mystery.

White roses

The white roses is known for its feelings of not only love, but true love & reverence, white rose also means the bridal rose, " You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you" - normally used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love.

Pink roses

A symbol of admiration, elegance & refinement - send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude, saying " Thank You" - send light pink roses to show admiration & sympathy.

Yellow roses
In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy, but today they signify friendship, joy, gladness & freedom, the promise of a new beginning - send yellow roses to congratulate your friends & loved ones during joyous occasions.

Lilac roses

One of the uncommon rose colours, the enchanting lilac rose is a symbol of respect.

Orange roses
Expressing desire & passion, pure enthusiasm & fascination - an excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.

Coral roses

Another uncommon colour, coral roses are a sign of happiness & can also be used to express desire.

Cream roses

An expression of caring, cream roses are a popular way of letting someone know they're in your thoughts.

Mauve roses

It indicates a sense of passion, & even erotical.

Blue roses

Not a naturally occuring colour, dyed blue roses signify a sense of impossibility & fantasy.

Lavender roses
Love at first sight & enchantment - send lavender roses of course to convey the message of your " love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to makea special impression.

THE NUMBERS OF ROSES
1 rose - Love at first sight, you are the one
2 roses - Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
3 roses - I love you
6 roses - I wanna be yours
7 roses - I'm infatuated with you
9 roses - An eternal love, together as long as we live
10 roses - You are perfect
11 roses - You are my treasured one, the one I love most in my life
12 roses - Be my steady
13 roses - Secret admirer
15 roses - I am truly sorry, please forgive me
20 roses - Believe me, I am sincere towards you
21 roses - I am devoted to you
24 roses - Can't stop thinking of you, 24 hours everyday
33 roses - Saying " I love you" with great affection
36 roses - I will remember our romantic moments
40 roses - My love for you is genuine
50 roses - Regretless love, this is
99 roses - I will love you for as long as i live
100 roses - Harmoniously together in a century, remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
101 roses - You are my one & only one
108 roses - Please marry me!'
365 roses - Can't stop thinking of you, each & everyday
999 roses - Everlasting & eternal love

2006-12-23T15:41:00.000Z

wow...thursday was totally a wonderful day for me....haha..guess wat..? yeah..is my birthday...hehe...i really wan to thank to all my friend..who came...and thank for their presents..hehe..is fun for me... at first...i totally surprise that my college friends will bought me such a big cute piggy..i likes it so much....i dream that i hav such a big doll...hehe.. thx buddies.. haha.. one of my close college friends..haha..spray something on me..so bad...haha..but is fun..i very happy that some of my friend stay quite far..willing to come...is really a memorable moment...i really very very happy...these are the memorable moment...(photo time..)

blow candles...haha...1 big...8 small

everyone smile....

sentosarian....

ICSJ friends...

to be continue......

Minesweeper..

2006-12-17T13:52:00.000Z

nowadays..when i m bored..i will play minesweeper..i know this game is boring..but..no choice..got nothing to do le..today i just realise that..minesweeper is just like our future.. when we make a wrong decision..it will change out whole life..whether is good or bad...but i believe that good or bad is depends on ourself.. cuz human was born to make decision..but not to blame or rely on anyone...after the final exam..i took some time to think of wat i wan for my future...during this semester...i realise that i dun like a job which only doing the same thing for my whole life..i wan a more interesting and challenge job that i can promote my ideas... although management is not easy.. but i begin to like it..after doing the assignment..may b i like this kind of thing..is interesting to me..this afternoon..i look at the monitor screen..thinking.. now my decision is just like the minesweeper..we hav to pick every step carefully..think rasionally..when we pick the wrong step it totally will change the ending..haha..not necessary must b a bad ending..there is good ending..wat is out future? the bomb in the minesweeper is the risk that we take..ya..in this game(minesweeper) when we click the bomb it will be the end of the game..but..on the other end..if we think it twice or we think properly b4 we click..the ending will not b the same..m i right? some of the ppl..emm..may b i m one of them..n i try to not being one of them...they think that when they graduate..they cant get a job or they are not interested watever they did in their studies, they will blame their parents..i cant deny that ya..parents hav to b responsible of it..but we...ourself should b the first one to blame...we should blame ourself..not only parents..ya they suggest us to take some courses that is a bit boring or watever..but since u say u like ur interest or ambition so much...y cant u talk to ur parents about it..? i jus believe that..everyone hav their special power when they really wan to do their ambition or wan to reach their goal....this power will help us to change the ending.. is it true like wat u say that parents force u to pick the wrong decision...?!!! think twice of it... our road is on our own hand..our power will change the ending... blaming others is to hide urself from being responsible to the failure of the ending....

final exam is over..

2006-12-17T13:32:00.000Z

yeah..at last..my final exam is over.. but i dun think i did it very well in this semester..may b becuz no mood to study..and play too much le..hehe.. nvm..jus leave it..it ady past.. ok..now starts my holiday journey..today i went out with my parents...buy all those house stuff..and my party stuff..hehe..tues...i m going to genting..hurray..haha..at last i can go for trips..after all the stress that i m facing during my final's week..aikz.. then i will b back on wed...but too bad..in the evening..i got my piano class.aikz.. will b damn tired le..somemore hav to do housework..nvm..janji must b happy.. ok..let's continue.. thursday is my big day..haha...my birthday....yeah..very happy..can celebrate with my friends.. ok..friday...is one of the chinese festival that we hav to eat TONG YUEN..hehe..nice..i like it.. ok..that day i hav to off for all of my appointment..cuz hav to eat dinner at home..day time still free cuz no date yet..hehe.. saturday i think may b will go some where else..hehe..i must use my holiday will full enjoyment..haha...ok.. sunday..i think is the day that i can rest in the afternoon..but too bad..cant celebrate this christmas eve with my dearest friends..cuz hav to attend an annual dinner...aikz.. but nvm..free food though..haha..okok..then christmas i m very free no date at all..from day to nite..haha.. may b will b damn bored le...on the 26th..haha..hav date..to mv...with my best friends and two guys..hehe.. not very close..but still ok le..hehe.. 27th..shit..is my result n enrolment day..aikz..scare wat result will i get for this semester..i cant afford to retake le..pray that i can pass all..haha..28th...YEAHHH!!!!! is the day that i waited for so long..hehe.. PANGKOR TRIP...haha... three days two nights..haha..like it..going with my college friends...will b a memorable moment..must take a lots of photos...hehe.. ok..i will b back on the 30th..so now 31st plan..haha...sure go out at nite..count down..good..i cant miss it...haha..but still not sure going out with which gang..haha... 1st JAN...still havent plan..haha..my plan is until 31st of dec..haha..3rd Jan..hav to start college again...this is the end of my break..aikz...too short le..may b is good le..i wont feel bored staying at home..haha..really fully pack with plans..haha..should b very fun..oh..ya..i left out one..hehe..my old classmate may going out for a dinner..there may b changes on the date...so not sure yet..nvm..i will try myself to make it le..cuz i miss them so muccchhhhhhh.......but i think i will also miss my college mates who is going to change college or transfer to INTI NILAI...aikz..

this is the plans...during my december holiday...haha..my journey was started...must appreciate every moment le..hehe..muackzzzz luv u all so muchhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

do u get it? use ur IQ

2006-11-15T10:25:00.000Z

ok now is the IQ test...haha..i get this from my friend..but i still cant think of the answer...b4 i ask the IQ ques...do u all know wat is IQ..? do u all know how high is ur IQ? haha.. difficult to describe..so i also dunno...ok let's start the ques...b4 u can c this ques..u still hav to think how to read it..use ur way to get to this post...haha..ok..here we go...

ONE day there was three people...three of them are friends.. there went to a supermarket to buy something which worth RM30... the cost of the thing they divide it by three..so each of them should pay RM 10 for it.. then they give the money to the cashier..and the cashier give the money to the boss...they are so lucky that the boss of the shop is in a very good mood that day,...so the boss gives a discount to the three friends..the boss discount RM 5 for the thing that they buy...the cashier then know that RM 5 can divide evenly to three people..so she took RM 2 and left RM 3 to three of them..so each of them get RM 1 back...after this statement..u try count... each of them pay RM10 and they get back RM 1...so it means each of them pay RM 9..right? so 9 x 3 = RM 27...so three of them already pay RM 27 for the thing...and the cashier took RM 2...so now we add it up...oopss....is only RM 29... the ques is...where is the RM 1 since the thing cost RM30...but when we add up it..is only RM 29..... get it? haha...so is time for u to think...if u get the answer..u can write ur answer in the comment...IQ! IQ! IQ! go go go....

NO WORRIES

2006-11-15T10:02:00.000Z

both of my best friends say my blog is so sad wo..so now i change lo..haha.. actually i should both of u y normally i would write sad things in my blog..haha..cuz normally happy things i will show it 100% full...but when i m sad...not really everyone know about it..i wont show it..haha..but anyway...may b this post is the time for me to tell about my college life...i really enjoy it...although sometimes there are a lot of break time and a bit boring..but i really like it.. like one of ur blog says...secondary school friends and college friends is totally different..haha..true..when i was in secondary school the most activity that we do is..lepak go mv after school..but actually we should go for tuition class..haha..but no choice ma..the bus stop there..we just go lo...haha..right? that time i really enjoy and appreciate it..now we seldom gather together like last time.. the secondary friends that i everyday meet is hock hwa and yi wen...but now i count them as college friends la.. is it my explanation good for u to dun worry about me...? dun worry..i m ok...all my happy mood already use to laugh...to jokes around...everyone sure got sad and happy de la.. but i only will voice out my sad things in blog la..hehe..i wont show it directly..ok..i thought both of u very understand me..haihz...No WORRY... continue enjoying our new life..hehe..this year end it should b very fun...both of u ah..remember my birthday present ah...haha.. but if really cant make it in singapore then may b go genting la.. yen say she wan to celebrate christmas there also wo.. so...we go on 21 or 22? or 23? haha..i think 21st cant la..lets plan later when peiting finish her exam....

THE JOURNEY BEGINS

2006-10-01T14:45:00.000+01:00

here comes my first post...actually i hav another blog..but i wanted to create a new blog with my own story using my own style of writing..although i know i m not so good in blogging especially i hav a lots of grammar mistake and not very good in vocab...the title of my blog is the main point..y its call mysterious journey...? actually it just explain wat is our real life happens...cuz..all of the ppl on this earth won't know wat will happen to us in the next second.. is it consider a mystery for us..? by now i dun plan to giv anyone know about my blog...if u r the one who accidentaly read my blog..i jus say sorry...i din really prepare for my blog... so plz forgive me...i cant keep my own secret...so i just wan to keep this blog as my secret for now..it seems it will known by my two best friends soon..i will let them know soon..sometimes feel a bit 'pai seh' it means embarrased that i m not that good as everyone know... every human there are good and bad side...jus that a person who good more than bad consider good ppl and a person who bad more than good consider bad ppl..haha...there are many kinds of feeling in my life..some may explain and some may not.. this is wat everyone confuse about their life...same as me...wondering how the feelings appear and change my life....